"Who am I?" I am a student, a researcher, a son, a friend, a hunter, a fisherman, a reader, an athlete, a brother. . However, these descriptions merely represent what I do or how I fit in society. The question of who I am has gone unanswered.
My name is Matthew Russell and I am a Wisconsinite by birth. I have lived in Madison my entire life (18 years this August). My family has eight members if you count our ten-year old golden retriever, Ginger. I am the middle child with two older and two younger siblings. My mother describes me as a rambunctious child by nature; if I was not busy, I was in trouble. Perhaps that is still the case! Although the picture may be getting clearer, understanding who I am requires an even deeper view
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I would describe myself as an individual "driven to excellence." I embody the very essence of a perfectionist, except (according to my mother) when it comes to doing chores. In my struggle to be in control, I can spend countless hours fretting over things most individuals would not dwell upon. I am in no way a genius; however, I am self-motivated and not easily deterred. Furthermore, I admit that I am stubborn. I refuse to quit a hobby or task until I have mastered it or it has mastered me.
Alas, the lens is completely in focus. However, it will remain so for a short time. For the image of “who am I” is constantly shifting with every decision, every opportunity, and every challenge. It is that way for each of us. As we begin this creative writing journey together, I am encouraged by the words of John Jakes, “Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish.”
